Allioness

the hunting season is near, and i have you in mind you better watch your step, dear or you'll be going blind

It came in waves and brought you with a scent of old and blue and sin a crack was made in space and time and i was sent back in your arms i felt the pressure on my skin; breaking bones and burning lungs with no words to hide behind i was drowning in my mind

i smile, when i don't speak my mind 'cause if i did, you would not be looking at me like this i find it funny, and i find it cruel, but telling you, won't ever do.

and he said "you will be fine" and i believed him though i'm not sure what he meant by fine

and i feel this emptiness inside of me this gaping hole of what used to be i am left alone in a mourning field of grief and sorrow for a hundred years.

she's one of those; always chipper fills the room, with constant chatter. she's one of those; never bitter seems to me, her world is glitter and when she laughs her heart gets bigger she's like a bird when she chitters

she leaves behind a trace of dust and words so kind they make me blush the way she moves she can't be trusted she'll let you loose just for the lust and she can sing like a nightingale with a broken wing and skin so pale and she can dance if you fancy it take a chance and take her with - and with her eyes she sees the truth and all the lies from men in suits

these unspoken words from the lips of mine the tear - that broke the silence the sound when your fist made my cheek redden and my tears fall do you remember the first time, you saw me fall for your charm the first time your lips touched mine and i shared my heart with you and you did too the time were you loved me just as high as i love you i know - that you might've been blinded by your anger your desire 'cause you didn't see us two fall apart and it was already too late when you finally figured out how to open your eyes but i don't blame you for your temper i know, you loved me and it's okay and i don't mind th

he reads to her, tells her what it was like to be a sailor of the seas on the moon. "don't stop talking," she tells him, dozing off, imagining the seas of zephyr. spyglass on the moon a million miles away, the ether shatters by a little girl on her toes, standing on her mattress, clinging to her window above. stain glass eyes in the wake of moon and she breathes as the sea slamming onto the pane, receding and reaching; clouding and clearing. her breaths reach the moon and the moon reaches back with her hands pressed to the girl's eyes. "one day," she tells the moon, the boy still at her bedside, "you and i will be together."

001. morals there is nothing wrong with leaving behind politeness for happiness and we could all do to remember. 002. parade the aches in my skin parade within my bones like a sin. 003. prayers i say your name over and over like it is a prayer to keep my head above water. 004. clear skies just because things are cloudy doesn't mean there's no sun behind them. 005. happy birthday i give you a feminine loofa, funny boxers, and your favourite candy- i want this to show you i love you even though i'm broke. 006. apples my white flesh browns under my thin skin- i am rotting to my core. 007. letters hours of letters written and phone calls si